I know many of you, all like 5 of the people who actually read this, are used to me going on about politics and philosophy serious, intellectual things that are far more interesting than one's personal life, but I feel as though I need to update.
I haven't been keeping up with this like I have so usually because of numerous things happening.
I was away from work for near a month and a half so that closes up some time there. College is starting up so that busies me even further, but most of all in the past month and a half something amazing has happened. I believe with all of my heart I have met my match.
It's actually a guy I've known for a long damn time, but the truth of the matter is, we've finally gotten together and something amazing has happened. I've decided he's the one for me, and Vice Versa.
When you fall in love with someone, there's so many things that should happen, and usually don't, but when they all do, amazing things start happening. My entire life feels as though it's been turned around simply because love found me. I can't believe that THIS is happening to ME. I'm quite possibly the most cynical, horrid person you could possibly ever know when it comes to this stuff and yet it even happened for me. Who would have ever thought.
I love this guy with all my heart, and I hope that life stays as great as it is right now for a very, very long time.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Office Jobs: Great Job? or mental torture?
The desk job jungle is certainly taking it tole on unsuspecting free spirited workers and blue collar spoiled brats alike. All of us, young, old and middle aged, are trapped behind the desk in front of a computer every day, without a damn hint of change in the menotony. As I sit in my own personal hell in office, I found a breif on the mediavangelistic question I asked myself a few weeks ago. Well, for those of us who spend a large amount of time behind a desk surrounded by four entrapping walls.
We, as a general consensus of deskies, are a group of people who can get around our office's computer system, get around the firewalls to watch or look at mostly anything, we know how to make our systems move faster, adjust printers, and hell, we learn how to do a lot of other things and stay heavily informed on all of what's going on in the outside, because let's face it, we're not exactly in it. Is this why we're so bored? Is this why there are businessmen jumping off of buildings because they can't take the heat...is an office job actually a form of intellectual kinetic defeat?
We're so bored, driven to a point of general madness, that we pick up hobbies and interests that didn't seem appealing when the job first started. I've begun writing more often than not. Watching political news like a hawk. Grown adults playing volleyball in the late afternoon for lack of a better idea has become something we do on a regular basis around my office, and truly, there's nothing better than almost breaking everything in the office because we've gone mad! It's lack of kinetic endorphins. We're not moving. Everyone in this office has a gym membership, because 5AM is the only time of day anyone has time to move. I personally, find that the slightest bit disturbing.
There's some cons in my personals...but the pros are there too! It's a great gig doing diddly squat a beautiful amount of the time. The pay doesn't suck...At the end of the day, you've helped some people with a necessity that we can't live without. I work for the company listed 32 on the fortune 500 list. That beats flipping burgers I guess. But I can't help but wonder how so many, like me have ended up working a day to day, that could just give me a headache. Coffee, news, work, lunch, news/soda, snacks, work. That's a routine right there my friends.
Unless you suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder you will become drunk with the feeling of being able to run on autopilot. And then start to float through every day missing some of the important things you may have easily missed, you quit living life, and end up bored all the time without ever adding flavor. The flavor in my case is people. Every person I talk to at my job on a daily basis adds a new color to my perspective. I like that. I also like my job in the sense that I see every walk of life. It's a matter of success in business mixed with the people who need are service.
At the end of the day, it's how you deal with current situation that takes you to success or failure, I find myself bored out of my mind but it leaves me a lot of time to thinks and better myself as a thinker, a writer, and overall as a person. So, yes, indeed boredom can take control of your daily life, but to embrace what your doing stops the crazy hysteria of an every day desk job. That's, as we say, the bottom line.
We, as a general consensus of deskies, are a group of people who can get around our office's computer system, get around the firewalls to watch or look at mostly anything, we know how to make our systems move faster, adjust printers, and hell, we learn how to do a lot of other things and stay heavily informed on all of what's going on in the outside, because let's face it, we're not exactly in it. Is this why we're so bored? Is this why there are businessmen jumping off of buildings because they can't take the heat...is an office job actually a form of intellectual kinetic defeat?
We're so bored, driven to a point of general madness, that we pick up hobbies and interests that didn't seem appealing when the job first started. I've begun writing more often than not. Watching political news like a hawk. Grown adults playing volleyball in the late afternoon for lack of a better idea has become something we do on a regular basis around my office, and truly, there's nothing better than almost breaking everything in the office because we've gone mad! It's lack of kinetic endorphins. We're not moving. Everyone in this office has a gym membership, because 5AM is the only time of day anyone has time to move. I personally, find that the slightest bit disturbing.
There's some cons in my personals...but the pros are there too! It's a great gig doing diddly squat a beautiful amount of the time. The pay doesn't suck...At the end of the day, you've helped some people with a necessity that we can't live without. I work for the company listed 32 on the fortune 500 list. That beats flipping burgers I guess. But I can't help but wonder how so many, like me have ended up working a day to day, that could just give me a headache. Coffee, news, work, lunch, news/soda, snacks, work. That's a routine right there my friends.
Unless you suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder you will become drunk with the feeling of being able to run on autopilot. And then start to float through every day missing some of the important things you may have easily missed, you quit living life, and end up bored all the time without ever adding flavor. The flavor in my case is people. Every person I talk to at my job on a daily basis adds a new color to my perspective. I like that. I also like my job in the sense that I see every walk of life. It's a matter of success in business mixed with the people who need are service.
At the end of the day, it's how you deal with current situation that takes you to success or failure, I find myself bored out of my mind but it leaves me a lot of time to thinks and better myself as a thinker, a writer, and overall as a person. So, yes, indeed boredom can take control of your daily life, but to embrace what your doing stops the crazy hysteria of an every day desk job. That's, as we say, the bottom line.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
The Depressing State of our Nation.
I am just about through affiliating to one side or another. It's so completely depressing to me that people no longer search for level ground, about anything. Republicans want what the Republicans want their money, and their imperialism, their "Free Strong country." The Independants ignore everyone, and then you've got the "Hillary" Democrats fighting for women's right to be president and how great she is, and how wonderful our country could be if we could just put Hillary in the Whitehouse, as the say "again." Then there's the "Obama" Democrats that are "Choosing change," choosing change would be everyone go on a voter's strike and saying shut the hell up for a minute and let me think, to the media.
That brings me to the first depressing subject that poses our nation today. The media's overall effect on opinion, and moreso, it's sway in the election. In itself is throwing the entire nation around, leaving every last person to come up with an unintellgent opinion based on he said she said, and what they see on TV. Take a double take on what's really going on, and people may soon see that there's an intensely logical answer that's acceptable under every term of thinking. Every political, religious, and even personal thought affiliation there can possibly be to date.
I received an email today once again bashing the backround and religious affiliation of Barack Obama. This is such an unintelligent bias. If you don't like that he's so called "unamerican," don't bash him, just don't VOTE for him. One, you shouldn't care if he has a crazy uncle in Kenya, or a cousin named after Fidel Castro. Two, check your facts before sending that crap on, because it's fake. If you plan on spreading weird things, then keep it among yourselves, there are people in this world who look at who he is, not what.
Now, on to you Hillary lovers. United we stand, divided we fall. She's been instituting a lot of citizen involvement in the United States, I like that. What I don't like is Hillary's supporters complaining that Obama supporters are down on her, or give her no respect. What I like even less is that they aren't un based in their opinions. It's a little sickening, everyone in the Democratic party is yelling at eachother of Reuters/CNN/CSPAN and every other Political blog on the internet (besides this one, of course), getting nowhere and causing more conflict than it's worth. Call me a pacifist, but can't we all just get along? (and decide on a cantidate?)
Republican's, for once, are doing alright. Except for the whole Vietnam vet not supporting the GI bill. What's up with that? Is the Iraqi war not big enough for compinsation, or is it out of spite. Come on now John. Please, don't be THAT guy. Other than the capitolism/big business rich-getting-richer poor-getting-poorer, thing, Republican's have done ok at choosing a cantidate...I'm concerned with the running mate desicion.
All in all, this is my great frusteration. There isn't much more to put our country in a pickle than a wacked out election, and a war. That there, my friends, is the bottom line.
That brings me to the first depressing subject that poses our nation today. The media's overall effect on opinion, and moreso, it's sway in the election. In itself is throwing the entire nation around, leaving every last person to come up with an unintellgent opinion based on he said she said, and what they see on TV. Take a double take on what's really going on, and people may soon see that there's an intensely logical answer that's acceptable under every term of thinking. Every political, religious, and even personal thought affiliation there can possibly be to date.
I received an email today once again bashing the backround and religious affiliation of Barack Obama. This is such an unintelligent bias. If you don't like that he's so called "unamerican," don't bash him, just don't VOTE for him. One, you shouldn't care if he has a crazy uncle in Kenya, or a cousin named after Fidel Castro. Two, check your facts before sending that crap on, because it's fake. If you plan on spreading weird things, then keep it among yourselves, there are people in this world who look at who he is, not what.
Now, on to you Hillary lovers. United we stand, divided we fall. She's been instituting a lot of citizen involvement in the United States, I like that. What I don't like is Hillary's supporters complaining that Obama supporters are down on her, or give her no respect. What I like even less is that they aren't un based in their opinions. It's a little sickening, everyone in the Democratic party is yelling at eachother of Reuters/CNN/CSPAN and every other Political blog on the internet (besides this one, of course), getting nowhere and causing more conflict than it's worth. Call me a pacifist, but can't we all just get along? (and decide on a cantidate?)
Republican's, for once, are doing alright. Except for the whole Vietnam vet not supporting the GI bill. What's up with that? Is the Iraqi war not big enough for compinsation, or is it out of spite. Come on now John. Please, don't be THAT guy. Other than the capitolism/big business rich-getting-richer poor-getting-poorer, thing, Republican's have done ok at choosing a cantidate...I'm concerned with the running mate desicion.
All in all, this is my great frusteration. There isn't much more to put our country in a pickle than a wacked out election, and a war. That there, my friends, is the bottom line.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Gas Prices Got you down?
Buy a damn bicycle. Carpool, get to work/class/whereverelse however you need to if you are that pushed for money. Or you could, get off your butt and walk. I have this idea that everyone would be 20 pounds lighter if we didn't have desk jobs and drove everwhere...I mean who all is guilty of keeping food in the drawers of your desk. I had a pint of ice cream today. But that's a topic for the upcoming "Why are we so big?" blog that I have in revision, stay tuned.
The point is, we as Americans are still paying about $4.00 less than the average European. They pay more than we do by the liter... That is, in itself a frightening thought. Everyone keeps talking about getting rid of the penny (that would raise gas prices too, by the way.) It's a daunting idea that we're all worked up about $4.00 a gallon, but what's even scarier is that in our inflated market, most of us can afford more than that if we'd stop doing other things, like driving over priced gas guzzlers, spending over $100 in one day, or even trading in our conservative savings accounts for checking accounts.
I'm sorry but I guess, I may be biased. I sold my SUV, that I was in love with, talk about the perfect car, for a little economy car that gets 35 mpg. Was I happy at first? no. Then I went to the gas station...That, put a big smile on my goofy face. I'm also a student, so I think that anyone who isn't 20 grand in debt to some education insitution, can afford to keep their SUV's...
The Bottom Line: We're going to make it people, just start riding those bicycles I hope you go buy.
The point is, we as Americans are still paying about $4.00 less than the average European. They pay more than we do by the liter... That is, in itself a frightening thought. Everyone keeps talking about getting rid of the penny (that would raise gas prices too, by the way.) It's a daunting idea that we're all worked up about $4.00 a gallon, but what's even scarier is that in our inflated market, most of us can afford more than that if we'd stop doing other things, like driving over priced gas guzzlers, spending over $100 in one day, or even trading in our conservative savings accounts for checking accounts.
I'm sorry but I guess, I may be biased. I sold my SUV, that I was in love with, talk about the perfect car, for a little economy car that gets 35 mpg. Was I happy at first? no. Then I went to the gas station...That, put a big smile on my goofy face. I'm also a student, so I think that anyone who isn't 20 grand in debt to some education insitution, can afford to keep their SUV's...
The Bottom Line: We're going to make it people, just start riding those bicycles I hope you go buy.
Hybrid Embryo: Gene Therapy, or the Creation of Centaurs.
The whole idea about using the mix of human nuclei in the stem cells of animals (birds), is actually a good idea. Before all the neo conservatives jump on my shit about this, let me explain why I think so.
First of all, human and animal DNA, cannot combine to form a fetus. DNA of an animal and of a human being have completely different sets and numbers of chromosomes, it is, in fact, physically impossible to combine the two. Don't worry, we will never have a manchicken, a man with wings, or a centaur.
This is, a very very, good idea. It takes out the need for harvesting stem cells from humans, including aborted embryos. This would, of course, shutup the Christian vs Science need for human embryos. Wouldn't that just be great?....sorry, I'm aware that was untasteful and disdainful.
This research will most certainly help for gene therapy for cancer, tumors, mulitple sclerosis, Parkinson's, Hotchkins, and even Alzheimers. Yeah, I'll say it, Centaur science is a damn good idea if they can make it work. That's how it Bottom lines up.
First of all, human and animal DNA, cannot combine to form a fetus. DNA of an animal and of a human being have completely different sets and numbers of chromosomes, it is, in fact, physically impossible to combine the two. Don't worry, we will never have a manchicken, a man with wings, or a centaur.
This is, a very very, good idea. It takes out the need for harvesting stem cells from humans, including aborted embryos. This would, of course, shutup the Christian vs Science need for human embryos. Wouldn't that just be great?....sorry, I'm aware that was untasteful and disdainful.
This research will most certainly help for gene therapy for cancer, tumors, mulitple sclerosis, Parkinson's, Hotchkins, and even Alzheimers. Yeah, I'll say it, Centaur science is a damn good idea if they can make it work. That's how it Bottom lines up.
Medievangelism: Part 2
Before reading this, you may want to read my former on this subject...same title minus the "Part2"
Here I am at work. At my crazy, not so entertaining desk job in a dank old State Farm Insurance agency, in all places-Eustis,Fl-When I realized why so many of us waste so much of our lives in front of a computer. For me it's personal expression, not many people are going to want to listen to what I have to say if I'm actually "saying" it. My opinions are far more entertaining if they are broadcast through the mind's eye...
Yet another reason a large, and not so vague majority of people spend so much time in front of the screened tunnels to having a fat ass or something else fat...is that there isn't anything to do in small places like Eustis. We have 2 gyms, one is a YMCA. Everything is so small here....Small town mentality involves either, getting drunk, running around somewhere you shouldn't be, or staying home, enjoying whatever frivolities there are. There isn't anything to do within an hour territory. Who wants to drive that far for a decent time, when you can sit home, watch TV, gorge yourself on whatever's in the fridge and talk to your friends...What more could you need, entertainment, information, and communication. I'll find more reasons for why we're so bored in a little while...maybe another Medievangelsim, for now I'm back to work.
Here I am at work. At my crazy, not so entertaining desk job in a dank old State Farm Insurance agency, in all places-Eustis,Fl-When I realized why so many of us waste so much of our lives in front of a computer. For me it's personal expression, not many people are going to want to listen to what I have to say if I'm actually "saying" it. My opinions are far more entertaining if they are broadcast through the mind's eye...
Yet another reason a large, and not so vague majority of people spend so much time in front of the screened tunnels to having a fat ass or something else fat...is that there isn't anything to do in small places like Eustis. We have 2 gyms, one is a YMCA. Everything is so small here....Small town mentality involves either, getting drunk, running around somewhere you shouldn't be, or staying home, enjoying whatever frivolities there are. There isn't anything to do within an hour territory. Who wants to drive that far for a decent time, when you can sit home, watch TV, gorge yourself on whatever's in the fridge and talk to your friends...What more could you need, entertainment, information, and communication. I'll find more reasons for why we're so bored in a little while...maybe another Medievangelsim, for now I'm back to work.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Medievangelism
Here we go again. Imagine this-a world where everyone is entertained by a flat screen that posts images acrossed it's screen for no other reason but frivolous fictional entertainment. A world where only the absolute most intellectual of people use it to get informed, and a percent of those don't really even care about the useful information that they are watching.
I find that fascinating, in fact riveting. How many of us waste hours upon hours of time sitting infront of the tube or computer watching silly shows, youtube,myspace, facebook, and dare I say, publishing a blog called "The Bottom Line" that probably reaches all of three people, that are probably just my friends that are wondering what I'm doing with my time.
The point is, why are we so driven to waste our time?! Why in the world are we wasting our lives doing things like this feeding production companies and writers, adding hits to someone's website, and staring at things that have no relevance to real life. How come, these days, people can express themselves to one another better in an IM, than in a face to face conversation. We even date and fall in love through the screen, what happened to good old face to face attraction. What was the last thing you laughed at that wasn't a reference to something else.
The worst part is that we're all guilty of it. Every last one of us. Especially me. I've had more in depth conversations through an IM than face to face and I spend over 4 hours a day on a computer, every day, not counting the days when I work, then it's just a disgusting amount.
These roots of evil are wasting our lives away, and surely we can find something better to do with our lives....right? Opinions totally needed. I mean, isn't this why we're so bored?
I find that fascinating, in fact riveting. How many of us waste hours upon hours of time sitting infront of the tube or computer watching silly shows, youtube,myspace, facebook, and dare I say, publishing a blog called "The Bottom Line" that probably reaches all of three people, that are probably just my friends that are wondering what I'm doing with my time.
The point is, why are we so driven to waste our time?! Why in the world are we wasting our lives doing things like this feeding production companies and writers, adding hits to someone's website, and staring at things that have no relevance to real life. How come, these days, people can express themselves to one another better in an IM, than in a face to face conversation. We even date and fall in love through the screen, what happened to good old face to face attraction. What was the last thing you laughed at that wasn't a reference to something else.
The worst part is that we're all guilty of it. Every last one of us. Especially me. I've had more in depth conversations through an IM than face to face and I spend over 4 hours a day on a computer, every day, not counting the days when I work, then it's just a disgusting amount.
These roots of evil are wasting our lives away, and surely we can find something better to do with our lives....right? Opinions totally needed. I mean, isn't this why we're so bored?
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)